My life is confusing. I am a sibiling of seven and an only child. How can this be? You might ask. Well it is simply complicated. I have six blood sibilings and I have no sibilings. My birth mother gave me four sisters and two brothers and y adoptive mom is single. My adoptive mom's family is big while my birth mom's is huge! I am a child of two families. I don't know either very well, but well enough to know when to speak and when to keep my mouth shut. I hardly know how much my blood family loves me, although I know they do to some extent. I don't know at all how much my doptive family loves me, although I know somewhat that they like me, or at least I hope.
I have been know by one for eighteen years and the other one of only about eighteen months. I am loved by them all; although, sometimes I look at the family and wonder if I really belong. Belonging is hard when me myself is resisting to do so.
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